Tired Friday
Didn't sleep well last night, so was feeling tired and sleepy almost the whole day...luckily the day went by smoothly and my boss let us go home early at 4.30pm. Would consider that this week went rather well (except for Monday of coz), so hopefully it'll continue to be like this.
Been fiddling around with the radio blog but to no avail...was so touched that Bee Kim helped me to upload it on a website! Though not a complete success yet, am very grateful to her for helping me with such an unimportant task, haha...
I managed to post photos and some reviews on the multiply website, and the links are already working, so at least my webby is getting more interesting, some sense of accomplishment n satisfaction here...heh
Oh, i saw Junpei and his family tonite at Geylang Bahru NTUC! It's really a nice feeling to bump into old friends (meaning those that i'm closer to lah)...and he invited me to his place! Yeah! It's not so much of the ang pow, but the fact that i'll have something to do this CNY! Not to forget that i can get to gamble, yay yay!
Looking forward to my steamboat reunion dinner tmr...we're beginning to be like any other Singaporean family...no usual home-cooked fare but steamboat, hee...but it's kinda cool in a way. At least it spares mama from all the hard work.
Yawn... so tired but still, wana go explore some ftp stuff so that i can settle some part of the radio blog...gd nite...
Bad monday!
Contrary to what i hoped for, it's a bad day today...stayed back to finish work till 8.45pm...that's a record in SingTel, coz the latest i'd stayed back was till 7.30pm.
I actually dun mind not leaving on the dot (since i've always stayed back when i was in my previous company), it's just that i don't feel appreciated...and recently she's (you know who) been showing that black face n lousy attitude of hers again.
Being a girl, i understand that mood swings are normal, even guys can have them too...but still, there's no excuse to let it get to work rite...whenever i think of the kind of look she gives me, i really feel like slapping her or kicking her in the ass...but of coz, it'll only be in my dreams, haha...
Anyway, i shan't be too bothered by her since i've decided to tender my resignation latest by March, whether i manage to find a job or not...
Was thinking to tender on my birthday, but my ex-colleague, Leticia suggested jokingly that i tender of her bday and i think that's such a brilliant idea!! wahahaha...but i guess i won't be so mean after all...if one day i become management level material, i wouldn't want my staff to treat me this way either...So...hope for a better day tmr!
Goodbye Sunday...
Another week has flown past again and i had such a bad working week...really hope the coming week will be a great one, or at least, a normal one...so that i can prepare myself for Chinese New Year, my favourite holiday of all holidays!
Actually it's kinda contradicting...coz my relatives are mostly in Msia so i dun have any visiting to do in Singapore, except my friends' houses. That's why every year i have to pro-actively go around organising 拜年trips...or else i'll be stuck at home, which is usually the case, haha...
But i still like Chinese New Year coz it just makes me feel so merry, like it's the beginning of a new year, and is everyone dressed up in bright colours, saying good things to each other...and though the chinese new year songs are very cheesy, it just brings out the joyous mood in me!
Ok, enough abt CNY...Besides my top favourite Korean actor Kwon Sang Woo, i realise i'm beginning to like Rain more and more! Actually i know of Rain through TVBS-G eNews, where i saw several video clips of him dancing and i was so impressed but i didn't went crazy then.
It's the power of Full House, the k-drama he acted in with Song Hye Gyo that got me hooked and recently i've been interested in his news & stuff...Qiuyan must be so happy, haha...Anyway, hope he'll come to Singapore for concert and we can all go watch him together! Aja aja fighting! : )
All charged up!
These few days have been tormenting!!! I dunno what's up with my boss but she's just so unpredictable! I think she really has an attitude problem, which is why though she's in the company for less than 2 yrs (or was it a little over 2 yrs?), 2 under her have left and soon adding 1 more to the list is myself!
After working for more than 9 mths, i have come to realise that i am no good at data analysis after all...however much effort i put in, there'll still be mistakes now & then.
What i like is when i was in Paper Innovation, doing price/cost quotations. That was really fun! And i missed meeting customers, introducing the company's products & services to them.
After these 2 "extreme" jobs, i am quite certain that i can't sit still in the office the whole day, staring at a computer screen full of figures...that is just so torturous!
Zuyao's right to say that i'm lazy coz when i say i wana buck up in my job search, i will be enthusiastic for a while, but then it'll wear off very soon...But now i realise what it means to really "mean what you say" and not only "all talk but no action".
Coz i feel really different, unlike before. I kinda have a conviction...a determination to find a new job, one that will put forth my strengths, one that will make me look forward to going to work every day. This time i really feel the difference in me, so friends, wish me luck!! =)
my lst blog entry
After much fiddling around with the webby's template and html stuff (which i still know nuts abt), i've finally decided to give up and just start writing, haha...It's actually a rather nice feeling to be writing about my life, be it trivialities or major happenings coz i used to keep a diary back in my primary (or was it secondary?) school days...
Anyways, have been wanting to set up a website or blog coz i feel it's a good way to 抒发情感 and keep my close frens updated with my life. At the moment, will keep it simple though, coz still exploring and experimenting around...hopefully it'll get better and better, and make my blog a pleasant, if not enjoyable read/ visit...
